I am not.

You know, there will going to be a time in your life that you will have to choose between your hardest dilemma.
I think I'm experiencing them now. Maybe. Or not.
I don't know.

I feel so empty lately.
How could I get answers for me if you don't want to answer me?

Despite his childish look, that guy is not childish at all.
I'm so impressed.
His decision is so matured.
Gua respect lu, bro.
I'm sorry for saying unnecessary thing about you.

I want to sigh so much, but I guess there's no use of it.
I want to walk away so much, but I'm afraid that I would regret my decision.

Oh Allah, please help me :(
I'm feeling uneasy, anxious.
Help me get rid of these kind of feelings.

Let my heart be empty from any guy so I would have my heart only for You, Allah.

Help me, Allah.
There's no one I could turn to at this time.

Allah, he acts as if I am only a part-time person in his life.
Remove him from my mind, Allah.
I don't want to think about him, anymore.

And Allah, can you help me meet my future husband faster?

Thankyou, Allah :')