I am not.

You know, there will going to be a time in your life that you will have to choose between your hardest dilemma.
I think I'm experiencing them now. Maybe. Or not.
I don't know.

I feel so empty lately.
How could I get answers for me if you don't want to answer me?

Despite his childish look, that guy is not childish at all.
I'm so impressed.
His decision is so matured.
Gua respect lu, bro.
I'm sorry for saying unnecessary thing about you.

I want to sigh so much, but I guess there's no use of it.
I want to walk away so much, but I'm afraid that I would regret my decision.

Oh Allah, please help me :(
I'm feeling uneasy, anxious.
Help me get rid of these kind of feelings.

Let my heart be empty from any guy so I would have my heart only for You, Allah.

Help me, Allah.
There's no one I could turn to at this time.

Allah, he acts as if I am only a part-time person in his life.
Remove him from my mind, Allah.
I don't want to think about him, anymore.

And Allah, can you help me meet my future husband faster?

Thankyou, Allah :')

I will love you unconditionally.

"Unconditionally" by Katy Perry 

Oh no, did I get too close?
Oh, did I almost see what's really on the inside?
All your insecurities
All the dirty laundry
Never made me blink one time

Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally

Come just as you are to me
Don't need apologies
Know that you are worthy
I'll take your bad days with your good
Walk through the storm I would
I do it all because I love you, I love you

Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally

So open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart

Acceptance is the key to be
To be truly free
Will you do the same for me?

Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
And there is no fear now
Let go and just be free
'Cause I will love you unconditionally (oh yeah)
I will love you (unconditionally)
I will love you
I will love you unconditionally

Kalau boleh

Awak.
Kalau boleh,
saya taknak awak lupa
yang awak saya punya...
kawan.

Kalau boleh,
saya taknak awak lupa
yang saya selalu tunggu.
Ya, tunggu kehadiran awak.

Kalau boleh,
saya taknak awak lupa
yang saya akan selalu ada untuk awak.
dan,
saya boleh jadi kawan awak.
Walaupun saya tahu,
saya memang bohong perasaan saya.

Kalau boleh,
saya nak awak tahu,
persetankanlah perasaan saya tu
kalau awak rasa
kita lebih sesuai jadi kawan...
sahaja.

Kalau boleh,
saya nak awak tahu,
yang saya tak pernah
berhenti cintakan awak.
Itupun kalau awak dapat bacalah.
Mixed signals saya.

Kalau boleh,
saya nak singkatkan semua
kata-kata
yang saya teringin coretkan buat awak.

Mungkin saya tidak hebat melakarkannya,
apatah lagi bercinta.
berpuisi?
Sudah tentu jauh sekali.
tapi,
inilah perasaan saya buat awak.

Takpe.
Awak takpayah terima perasaan saya
saya nak buang jauh-jauh
buang perasaan itu beribu batu
sampai saya pun takdapat temukannya.

Dan awak.
Kalau boleh,
saya nak awak tahu
yang saya selalu doakan kesihatan awak
sebab
kalau awak sihat sentiasa
sudah tentu saya akan bahagia
Tanpa cinta awak.




Itupun kalau bolehlah.

Someone tell me.

Someone tell me.
What should I do,
How should I react,
Is it the right thing to do,
Or not.