Hey lovely

Hey lovely
If you know how much I want to talk to you
How much I yearn to be by your side
Be able to see you,
Hear you,
And even touch you.

Hey lovely
If you know how much I wish for the time to reverse
How much I want to undo our precious moments
So that I won't hurt like this
Cry so much like this

Lying down on the bed, lifeless
Barely breathing
Only you on my mind
Then it occur,
Was it my fault to begin with?

And lovely,
Of course it's not your fault to begin with
It was mine
I was careless

"Why?" you may asked
I should have built walls
Walls around my heart
My feelings
And that walls covered with thorn and roses

No one would dare to even look at it
Let alone climbing it
Imagining to get pass it was already unbearable

Hey lovely
Please don't come back
Don't try to restart
Or even to start a new one

Once was enough, lovely
Once was more than enough
Once was all of the memories
Once was said forever

There are none of that now
The End