Last Kiss (:

I still remember the look on your faceBeen through the darkness at 1:58The words that you whispered for just us to knowYou told me you loved me so why did you go away, go away
I do recall now the smell of the rainFresh on the pavement, I ran off the planeThat July 9th the beat of your heartIt jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms
But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothesAll that I know is I don't knowHow to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kissNever imagined we'd end like thisYour name, forever the name on my lips
I do remember the swing of your stepThe life of the party, you're showing off againAnd I roll my eyes and then you pulled me inI'm not much for dancing but for you did
Because I loved your handshake, meeting my fatherI love how you walk with your hands in your pocketsHow you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying somethingThere's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions
And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothesAll that I know is I don't knowHow to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kissNever imagined we'd end like thisYour name, forever the name on my lips, ohh
So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleepAnd I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breatheAnd I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you areHope it's nice where you are
And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful dayAnd something reminds you, you wish you had stayedWe can plan for a change in weather and timeI never planned on you changing your mind
So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothesAll that I know is I don't knowHow to be something you miss
I never thought we'd ever last kissNever imagined we'd end like thisYour name, forever the name on my lipsJust like our last kiss, forever the name on my lipsForever the name on my lips, just like our last

Satisfaction upon her

Can't express how satisfied I am.

Her new song titled 'Begin Again' caught my heart.

The melody.

Its harmony.

The lyrics.

Her voice.

The message the lyrics trying to convey.

How her voice suits the melody.

I love Taylor Swift so much. :)

"I've been spending the last 8 months thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end.

But on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again."

Will there be an end?

This pain.

This awful pain.

This throbbing pain.

Inside my heart.

Inside my stolen heart.

I wonder will there be an end to this.

I wonder if I could wake up one day and all of this end.

After that, I could smile the way I used to.

I could laugh the way I prefer to.

I could hold on no matter how long it is.

And just, never give up.

The question is circling around my mind.

As I lay back down, 

I keep thinking;

"Will there be an end?"

You

You.

What is this feeling?

:(

It feels like...

Ahh, I don't even want to write the thought down. 

I hope not. :(

Excitement flows through my blood

Sitting home, doing nothing.

Semester break, sitting home, doing nothing. 

Doing nothing except sleeping, eating, surfing the internet. -,-'

So, tell me how boring it is.

It's like seeing your life plays; repeating all over again.

Twitter? Forbidden unless in some cases.

Facebook? Double boring. The excitement only legal when there's notifications. 

If not, then... You're on Facebook just because you're a plain stalker. 

Okay. That sounds offending.

I apologize.

Anyway, my break is full of music and movie and drama. 

Full of Taylor Swift's music. Forever and Always. Hey Stephen. Superstar. Better Than Revenge. Jump Then Fall. Untouchable. Etc.

I love her to the max. :)

Full of English movie. Dark Shadows. Johnny Depp. :)

Snow White and the Huntsman. Kristen Stewart. She's lovely :) 

Full of Drama. Korean drama to be exact. Playful Kiss. :)

To get me distracted from this dull semester break. 

To distract me from over thinking unnecessary thoughts. 

Forget it. 

Oh, so I'm going to tell the partial reason why excitement flows through my blood veins. 

Finally I have something beneficial to do. Or not. 

But, I hope it could lessen the boredom I'm going through.

I'll be going to BANGI :D

Ahh, somehow I can get out from Johor.

No offense. It's not that I hate Johor or something.

I just feel to get out of this Southern Region and go to other places.

Okay. So, till here then. 

Can't wait to go there! 

By the way, I hope the guys are going to be nice since I'm just new person around them unlike Farhana. 

I'm excited ! :D

You're pretty.

Exhausted

Hey. I know you are tired. Don't let it out on me. 
please lah you. 
I tak mau bertekak dengan you. 
*sigh*

First Love

I'm sure most of us have our very own, special first love. The person that started the feeling of love within or heart. The person who stands as indicator for the next love you're going to undergo. Always; the comparison you make will be based on your first love's characteristics, how he treated you, make you feel the most luckiest person in the world. 

Within this fresh morning air, carefully describing about the person who takes up most of the space in my heart. Too many things remind me of him, forgetting him is something I could never do although I've tried so hard. 

How the month of January marked the starting of everything. It started of as friends before close friends arrived. Being too close to someone is like giving them chances to hurt you indirectly, I guess. The funny thing is no matter how much that person is hurting you, you'll still stay with him. It's not what he has makes you fall for him, it's who he is makes you fall deeper and deeper. 

It's true they said 'it takes millions of people to complete the world. but only that special person to complete yours' :)
So, when other people ask why I fall for him, what will I get by staying by his side. Truthfully, I don't actually know.

The way he stole my heart, the way he cared about me, the way his hair smells so fresh, the way he drove the car while I'm sitting on the seat beside him, the way he sacrificed his time to make sure I'm safe, the way he woke me up for Subuh prayer. Well, the last one I love the most :)

He, who doesn't smoke in front of me no matter how much he want to at that particular moment.

He, who doesn't watch sports, soccer, football and yet, he's an athlete himself. He jumps higher than I am.

He, whom I trust and willing to wait for.

He, whom I never say 'No' to. 

He, whom I look up to; perfectly.

He, whom I called Perfect.

And, he. Who is in love  with someone else.

The only thing I know is I love him and I will stay by his side no matter how hard it's going to be. 
Why? Because I love him. It's either him or no one else.
And, I can't love other men the way I love him. 

My new year event (:

2012 has finally come . I'm sure many of you guys have watched the '2012' movie last time . So , to be truth , do you guys think so ? Is 2012 the end of the world ? Hurm , if you ask me , I probably couldn't give you the exact answer , of course . I mean , who knows ? Only Allah knows everything . (:


Anywayy , heading straight to the purpose of this entry . The first entry in 2012 . Gosh , I'm practically too lazy to post updates . Do forgive me . 


Well , the clock strikes 12 am that night / morning . My friends and I were watching 'Ombak Rindu' at their house . We watched the movie with the lights off . Suddenly , we heard loud voices from the guys' block ; screaming and yelling 'Happy New Year' and so on . Surprised , I stood up in the dark and accidentally stepped on my specs ! Only God knows how regret I was that night . So , there goes my specs ~~~~ 


More unfortunate is that I got final exam on 3rd and 4th January ! I sure do can answer the questions without specs , it's just that I can't even see my surrounding . pfftt ! Totally like a blind old woman . I can't drive my carrr . :( 


Okay , so . The same night when my specs were broken , another friend text me and ask whether we were interested to go to Blue Lake the next morning at 7 am sharp . We were like '7am ? pfftt ! Seriously ? -_-'
Oh , and the worst is I can't drive the car but luckily , that another friend can drive so yeahh . That friend drove us the next morning !


We went there with another 2 cars and total up was 3 cars went to the lake that morning . When we arrived , we were fascinated . The lake is so drop-dead gorgeous . The color of the water is more like turquoise ; the surrounding was very calm and peaceful . However , the lake's water is too corrosive and dangerous . Nevertheless, the view was so breath-taking . We were speechless to see such a beauty . I felt like staying there till tomorrow . Hew hew ~


Other classmates were totally busy with their phones ; snapping pictures to ensure that they have a piece of blue lake scenery within their phone and of course , in their heart too :) 
We all did have a nice new year event despite the unfortunate event of my broken specs . :)

Kitorang atas awan , okay ? :P

Happy New Year , guys :) We're 19 ! ( except for some )

excitedness in their blood x)

Me & Liza . Look , Blue Lake ! :D

Lisa & Liza :)

the guys

Wan Alia , classmates (:

modelling session jap .

my housemate <3